Where might you get your confidence from?

The truth about confidence is that it will save your life…  If it is genuine, and based on your own courage, respect for Self, and love for self, which in turn encourages others, then it’s pretty legit.

It is so pertinent that you need it before accomplishing anything actually.  It’s possible that most of us have put all our confidence in our work/job focus.  So what about when you’re not in work mode, or in that automatic trance of doing something you are well trained to do?  Are you free to be who you are in your own home, with absolutely no versions of paranoia?  Can you make mistakes?  Be strong or weak in public or private?  Confidence will help you in all these areas, and it should be fun.  Just finding those components that make up a burst of interests, which later transform into your talents.  This will play a big role in energizing your ‘battery’.  In other words, it will fuel your ‘will’ (will to live).

Discovering more about yourself should light your fire.  There is always something about us that we can’t deny, is pretty cool.  Nothing wrong with this, enjoy this, and magnify it; especially if others can benefit from it.  A lot of times, confidence will come from what we know, and what we like.  Some of us grew up in multiple environments, where confidence was acquired through certain memories, so it can be difficult to put you in a box.  You can never really stray away from the things or people that spark a euphoric fireworks within you.  This is love, and the feelings should always be returned.  The truth is, we can fall in love with many truths, but more prominently those that excite us, amaze us, make us wonder, and encourage our participation.  Never for-get these experiences, because they don’t always stem from home unfortunately (or at least as far as you know).  What’s really beautiful about this type of evolution I’m speaking of, is that you may notice a positive in just about every culture, organization, or group.  Even the really twisted ones have life on this earth for the same reason.  The more energy given to something, the more it survives.  So you have to know, and be confident in what you like!  Establishing your innate confidence is what finally makes your story, yours.  You have to love you, your interests, and what you put out for nature to receive. It’s okay to freeze up in situations, because once you’ve enjoyed every aspect of yourself, you can infuse your Self into any setting.   Anxious feelings are also lively feelings.  We can’t always be worried about who or what influences us, but how we influence others.  There will always be something catching about the person who isn’t always in plane view, so SHOW OFF.  I’ve liked so many styles and traits over the years, that nothing shocks me, and nothing has ever made me less interested in who we are.  So I’m chilling!

Be unspeakably gorgeous about who you are, and what you do.  Keep this secret for you, until you are asked for an interview, and even then, keep what is only for you.

Be confident.

As my aunt says, “Smooches!”   Thanks 😉

doing your job.

Are  you 100% sure you’re doing your job?

Peeps I have goals, and as I live on and wake up every morning, I am always pretty sure those goals have nothing to do with monetary gain.  It’s possible that I feel like this because I’m aware of what my job is in about every compulsive, introverted, repressed, but breathing aspect of life.  My job from about the age of 5, I would say, is to aid people in acknowledging and filtering out the positivity, in a long historic book of spiritual contrasts.  I know this because you can take anything you want out of a situation, experience, or art.  Anything you want!  No matter what the message or appearance is, you can take anything you want from it.  Which is why I would let you guys know about the bio-energetic (bodily energy), and euphoric sensations to be aware of when dealing with your intuition.  Or your ‘chill’, so to speak.  The reason I can only hint on certain information, is because no one can tell you what to do or think, unless truth screams at your body with an involuntary emotional response.  You may not want to make a real life decision under stress.  The statistics of stress speak for itself.  Even when you’re about to make a harmful decision, the body sends a surge of calm so you’re completely sure about what you’re going to do.  I didn’t make the body.  Although from my experience, it is pretty perfect in imperfectness, because I made the choice to look into the matter, and practice.  Please choose what you want, and be considerate enough to watch how the choice affects your environment.


I wish I could teach you history as well, but I am not an elder at this time.  We all have to learn from something or someone.  I had books, articles, documentaries, and web links handed to me, and that sparked an urge to seek more on my own as well.  So I’d say for every fact you find, there should be about 3 sources that match; depending on which doctors you like. 😉  You also have to overstand that when it comes to history, some parts are missing from everybody’s His-story.  So sad to tell you that, but that’s true.  Wasn’t necessarily a complete universal detriment, because some weren’t ready yet on either side of the spectrum.  Exposure will make you look at yourself, make you look at others, and family; makes you look at God.  Everything has to be touched, because it’s all connected.  So if you’re yearning for more real history, just point and choose, cause we’ll link up somewhere (we should anyway).  It will be deep, overwhelming, and soaked in humility, but we have shared so much already.  What’s a little more? 😀   When you find the root, please be prepared to identify with that root.  With it comes, emotion, thinking, reasoning, rest, logic, health, strength, and possibly the best of all, life.

Jobs, professions, tasks, chores, missions, engagements, and positions are apart of you.  They are embedded in your life’s time sequence.  They are a big part of who you are in this life book!  If you do a job that you are not paid for, it is still your job.  If you do a job that you don’t always have time for, it is still your job.  Your natural talents are never wasted.  Think about this.  You are one person in a neighbourhood, surrounded by at least a  10 mile radius of people with many different skills.  If you were to work diligently with at least 30 people around you, that’s a small city.  A lot of the time, where we can’t meet up is in our ability to focus on the bigger picture, but that would probably mean communities would have to agree upon a ‘wholistic idea’.  One that creates a seed or constant fuel to nourish people in spirit, body, and mind.  Something that drives people to work in unison, and do everything in their power to keep it.  For me, it’s the children. Simple. The babes, the toddlers, the boopies! Whatever nicknames you have for em’, it’s them.  Find a seed and build.  Even amongst chaos, build.







Look for the common denominator 😎 😉


Does Morpheus have a pink pill?  That’d be cute ….



When it comes to ageing, are we actually slowly decaying, or are we just living?

I feel that ageing is a big pill to swallow when it comes to living.  It is as if you can see the inevitable, because you are aware of the end result.  At the same time, I wouldn’t change the fact that I have this information.  As humans, we have so many avenues of choice to help curb our destiny, that when we feel a balanced and positive response to those choices, we might immediately sense a release in our bodies.  It is as though the soul has gotten its medicine, and for that moment, it is completely satisfied.  The electric vibrations of finally taking care of what we really want, or really need.  For instance, hunger or cravings, a shower, new clothing, finishing work your passionate about, upgrading, etc…  When you notice this somewhat chemical release of an endorphin high, it is what some would call a ‘heights’.  Could possibly feel like your body is advising you of the fact that you are living, and it might say “Could we stick with this feeling for a while?  I sense that we may live longer.”  Then we go back to the initial concentrations or distractions of worldly routines, and-  “Why isn’t my body feeling that gorgeous reaction to finishing my son’s science project, as it did to the chocolate cake from last night?” Sometimes relief does not only stem from a physical satisfaction.  You may encounter it after doing something creative, conquering a fear, or successfully completing all tasks that you put in priority for the day. Although, being fatigued from adding this leisurely work to work work could give us a more subtle response.  Almost disappointing isn’t it?  Just a light, calming dose of ‘heights’ to keep you in a peaceful meditation; but still a chance you could go stirr crazy.   This is a trustworthy feeling also, but we can only accomplish this kind of homework a few times in the week, because we work hard, and we’re tired…  You could take it to an extreme, but being proactive is exhausting at times.

Someone may say, “Well what about murder?  What about all those so-called humans that love to murder all living things?”  My take, would be that everyone has a certain experience when it comes to murder.  Meanwhile, some things are taught and instilled from childhood, which could be unlearned in some cases, but then choice would have to present itself.  Keep in mind, that some laws help us continue our life on this planet.  Don’t harm yourself or others (physically, mentally, or spiritually), and be kind to nature (this is a summed up version, search 42 Laws of Maat:).  So at some point, you’d have to make a choice of whether human law means anything to you.  With that, ‘control’ comes into play.  Control is what makes us Mon-stars! Because we are a thinking species, and  our overall control equals strength and endurance in all aspects of life.  Everything in moderation.  This is what gives us our glamour, and makes us shiny.  It is what compels a scientist to study us in the first place, or other animals to probably wonder what we are.  I feel. Right? 😆

We’re in a period where we have to do things in bits to feel our livity (or feeling you’re alive), but this is still fuel for us.  If this is what you’re feeling, never stop.  This smooth and almost vague meditation helps you float through your experience.  It keeps you grounded.  We may go through some trauma, or drain a lot of our energy doing things for others, but you can also feel redeemed in these strength-building experiences.   It wares on you, and you’re tired (flippin exhausted it’s ridiculous).  However, what will separate you and the senile/bitter elder, may be your fundamental ability to enjoy life.  Are you taking your time when you need it?  Are you exercising your human right to put your life as a priority, when you have the time and space to do so? Without being bitter about the time taken from you? Lol maybe? Strength is key sometimes.  Makes you wanna clench your teeth and scream till it hurts. Please do that.  Express that, because we do this as this sort of function of letting things go, so that more information can go in.  What information do you want to go in? Well it’s your choice of course.  However, it looks like, if you are someone who overstands positive bodily response, control, strength, and endurance, then AGE may no longer be a factor for you.

Thanks so much everyone!  Laterz 

*Faith may need to come in soon, cause I know you’re tirrrred…